ahem. so yeah, wentted 2 church 2day, never did speak 2 that guy friend of mine cuz my only chance was afore first service and my mom got us there late so i had 2 go right 2 service... *sigh* but yeah, sermon was very good today, more about kingdom conciousness... good jolly interesting stuff! so yes, my friends were evilish today, even more bugging about me and that friend "getting married" and stuff... lol... thier so retarded. but i love them. =) they even wrote our names in the snow infront of church... quite sad... lol...

BUT ANYWAYS, enuf about my crazy lovers antics. ooo... i paid for the christmas banquet today, HOORAY im officially going. now all i need is a dress, a curling iron, and some jewlery and shoes. yipes! but yeah, i g2g - my rents r fleeing and me and my sisters and the dog r chillin w/ my grandma today and 2morrow, so thatll b interesting. ill bbl!

hallew. im currently in the middle of a movie, but sarah fell asleep and i was starting to, so i thought id hop on and blog quick 2 wake me up so i could finish it. so here i am!

today was nice, i went 2 kowalskis early w/ my mom and got a yummy peppermint mocha, and then we picked up sarah and me and her went back 2 her home, and then leah came over and we hung out and had a lil mini "tea party" and we made a pizza and such. so the interestingness came later, when dean, sarahs older sisters friend came over. sarah and brit have this odd facination w/ trying 2 set me up w/ my friends, and so they enjoy talking about how im "madly in love (mutally)" w/ this friend of mine... and somehow this dean guy found out. so he decides to get this guys number, and call him up! and then he proceedes to talk 2 my friend about if hes ever thought of being "more than friends w/ manda" and such, wahaha... and stuff about "friends w/ benefits" ... and it was sad. so yeah, im put out. =P

but i gots 2 flee... the matrix is waiting for me!

traaleleleleallalalalaaaa ...

just hanging out at my grandma pats home today-o... gunna b here for a while, and play some cards w/ my dad and grandmas when my pop arrives, so itll b good fun. mebbe i finally learn how 2 play that pinuckle game (sp?).

so yeah, yesterday was good fun at grandmas, was a small get-together and we ate and hung out and played hand and foot... and watched survivor lol... i love my crazy family. cept they like 2 swear... which is comical. =P but yeah, tis exactly a week till our church christmas dance/banquet, im so excited for it! itll b good fun. i cant wait 2 go dress shopping, and get my hair done and stuff... itll b kewl 2 b all girly and fancy for a day. =) g2g - bbl!

=P so yeah.

tum tee tum... just chillin at sarahs house, me and brit stayed over last nite and we didnt do much, brit talked 2 max most of the time, sarah threw things at brit, and i listen 2 the pretty CD anna burned me... (yes, we r odd). sadly the song YOU isnt on it (by evanescence)... *dies*. its a lovely song, and its so lovely in fact, that i shall now post it here... hooray. and about the question marked parts, tis how the song goes... i just question marked them cuz they r the parts that dont quite apply lol... but, on w/ the song!

the words have been drained from this pencil,
sweet words that i want to give u
and i cant sleep, i need 2 tell u, goodnight
when we're together i feel perfect,
when im pulled away from u, i fall apart
all that u say is sacred to me,
ur eyes are so blue (?), i cant look away
as we lay in the stillness, u whisper to me
amy, marry me (?), promise ull stay w/ me
oh u dont have 2 ask me, u kno ur all that i live 4.
u kno id die just 2 hold u, stay w/ u
somehow ill show u that
u r my night sky, ive always been right beside u
so many nights, ive cried myself to sleep
now that u love me, i love myself
i never thought i would say that,
i never thought thered b... u

*swoons* i love such. and i shall leave on such a lovely note... im off 2 my grandmas for the day. =)

*pondering about barney song*

hallew! (and when u look up, THEY DROP ON U!) pooh rocks. ok... FOCUS... here we b. so im not mad anymore, venting felt nice, and my mom didnt seem as angered when she returned from work last nite. part of that might b cuz i saw her for about 30 seconds when she got home, and then i went back down 2 my room... but still. so yeah, i wroted another like, few page long poem thing, was one of those quiet, thinkful nights... dontcha kno, so twas good. i prolly shant post such a poem... tralala... we'll see.

must flee for work in about 8 mins... *whimpers* i just want my warm bed... uhg. but at least today is wednesday so i can work w/ the expectation of seeing loves tonite at church... hooray. and hopefully anna shall have a luverly burned evanescence filled CD for me... which would b lovely.

FISH AND FRANK!

this is interesting. im always managing to b happy in one post, and then mad in the next... (hence the name of this post). *sigh*

so yes, right now i am mad. quite mad. my mother has decided 2 hate me even more than usual today, and sence i was giving her "attitude" (i was a bit mad at her cuz she was totally siding w/ rachel today when rach was being a total snot towards me), she decided 2 call brits mom and tell her not 2 pick me up 2day 2 go hang w/ brit 4 a couple hours... and shes also saying she might now let me come 2 applebees w/ her and brit and brits mom!!! (both of which were planned yesterday... that she just last minute said no 2... arg) so this is great, im stuck at home most of 2nite, possibly all of 2nite, if she doesnt let me go 2 applebees... and was she thinking thatd make me in an even better mood? w/e 2 her. *rawr*

ill bbl... by then im sure ill b fine... and all happy again... how odd... *shakes head*

*sigh* i have about 5-10 mins afore i have 2 leave to go 2 the barn 2 work... and its so coldish! i just wanna sleeeeeep... *falls over*

so yeah, hopefully this shall b one of the last times i shall have 2 work there, cuz those people will hopefully buy diamond this saturday! o i hope that works out. g2g - my toast poped up!

HALLEW!

me, brit, anna, nikki, and sarah all had a tea party (w/ real tea) this weekend! we dressed up in ugly dress up clothes (i myself was in a floor length tight flowery dress w/ weird fuffy things at the neck, and an unmatching floor length coat thing.. lol), and had cookies and cream and sugar cubes, talked about the "latest gossip", and even sat up straight! lol... and after such a festivity, we went downstairs and turned on some weird music and "waltzed" for a while. was good fun, we should makea habit of such. =P

then we attended church *swoons* i love church. we had communion this sunday, was kewl. mmm and i had a counseling session thing today w/ angie for an hour, so that was interesting... we're gunna do 2 more sessions and then "evaluate" and decide if we're gunna do more. ill keep ... myself ... posted. o and then i stayed at annas for a few hours *claps happily* and her "constipated cat" was being erm... quite silly and lovely on the steps... hahaha... *laughs w/ anna cuz only she shall understand such* so yes... and her brothers asked me strange questions and made me laugh, and then i died in the car whenst w/ her parents, dontcha kno. ;) so after chillin at brits 2nite while my dad painted one of thier walls... i finally got home, 2 blog, and SLEEP!

no news on diamond yet, the people r coming this sat. 2morrow and wednesday i gots work anyway tho *sigh* but if they decide about him this weekend, hopefully i shant have 2 work next week! so yup, need sleep. catch ... myself ... later!

hooray it all worked out in the end and i made it to brits house! and maxwell joined us for a while, and then anna, and nikki... and then we fled 2 sarahs house where i am now, dontcha kno... and we're gunna watch LOST and then eat pizza, and sleep a bit, and hit church 2morrow, YAY!

so im happy now, =)
g2g - tataness

*sigh* today has been ok so far, but i am now in another one of those downish, self-hatred moods... oops. so yeah, this song really sums up how i feel right now... grr. (dont let me get me - pink)

Never win first place, I don’t support the team
I can’t take direction, and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can’t do nothin’ right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can’t take the person starin’ back at me, I’m a hazard to myself

Don’t let me get me, I’m my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself, So irritating
Don’t wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah

L.A. told me, you’ll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are.
Tired of being compared to (uh...) "darn" britney spears
She’s so pretty, that just ain’t me

Doctor, doctor won’t you please prescribe me somethin
A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I’m a hazard to myself...
Don’t let me get me, I’m my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself, So irritating
Don’t wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won’t you please prescribe me somethin
A day in the life of someone else? Don’t let me get me...

Don’t let me get me, I’m my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself, So irritating
Don’t wanna be my friend no more, I wanna be somebody else...

(lol, like the modification? :-P) so yah. i hate feeling like this, but i cant help it. whilst searching i came upon this tho: http://songbook.manueladam.com/print/?4b28f055-c5a9- 4c80-ab1b-682b65b7e96e" title="http://songbook.manueladam.com/print/?4b28f055-c5a9- 4c80-ab1b-682b65b7e96e" target="_blank"http://songbook.manueladam.co... and felt a wee bit better... *sigh*

so yah, im in a non-smoking mood 2... hahaha... yesterday during our science test when it was super quiet i randomly stated that i dont smoke... (dont kno why) and so after laughing at me, my friends decided 2 all write "manda doesnt smoke" on the sides of thier tests... tee hee... and before that i decided we should write "mushroom" upside down on the bottoms of our tests too... so my teacher is gunna b really confused... heh... (she wasnt in the room when we did this). but ANYWAYS, i must flee... bbl...

hooray for fridays, thier so lovely! and this one has started out especially lovely, acuz its so gloomy and rainy out, which is one of my favorite types of weather! and i gots hero today-o, but no classes... i just sit and chill in lunch... *happy sigh* so yeah, today is gunna b lovely. =)

i survived last nite, they all calmed down. was quite odd. but i cant say that ive never spazzed out for no reason at all at some innocent person before... lol... tis quite fun, actually.

but w/e. i believe that i must fleeeeee... half hour afore we leave, must get myslef readyful. *frolics off...*

He can't remember, The times that he thought
Does my daddy love me? Probably not.
That didn't stop him, From wishing that he did
Didn't keep him from wanting, Or worshipping him

He guesses he saw him, About once a year
He could still feel the way he felt, Standing in tears
Stretching his arms out, As far as they'd go
Whispering dad, I want you to know

[Chorus:]







I love you this much, And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind, Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes, I'm never giving up
No matter what, I love you this much

He grew to hate him for what he had done
'cause what kind of father, Could do that to his son?
He said 'damn you daddy', The day that he died,
The man didn't blink, But the little boy cried

[Chorus:]

so yeah, they showed that music video last nite and i quite
liked it, despite the countryness! but anyways. 

hooray, im home from hero, and i have 2morrow chilling w/
people 2 look forward 2. how lovely! g2g now, bbl! 

hmmm... im eating a cookie!

yeah so im off 2 get ready for school, just thought id post quick and say that church last nite was really good, more on that later. we're leaving in 10 mins and i still have 2 put my makeup on and get dressed and throw my hair up somehow, heh... whoops.

here we go, 2 endure an hour ana half of algebra, and a hour ana half of biology... yuck.

tis foggyish out! quite pretty and gloomy, i daresay.

but anywut, i survived yesterday quite well... my throat hurt pretty bad but my fever was gone, and same today, cept my throat feels a wee bit better. i still have a bit of the achy-ness, but no fever, yay! so im sure i can go 2 the reggie dabbs thing tonite, hurray!

so yesterday. i worked, came home, took a lovely hot shower (yay), and ... *looks at different windows... tralalala...* ... HOLY CRAP! its time 2 leave for work... whoops... and my mom isnt even up yet 2 drive! yipes... ill just bbl... BYE!

arg. sry 4 not postingness... been busy. but guess wut? i think im getting sick! i had an evil sore throat last nite and i still have it now, and i have a fever on and off... and i am sooooo sore, all over. yuck. and guess wut, i get 2 work 2morrow and wednesday! and i cant not work, my bosses r leaving for a horse show and so they wont b there 2 work for me... sadness huh? so prayer for my hurting sick self would b so appreciated.

k so this weekend. hmm, on saturday me and anna wandered around church from like 3pm-7:30pm cuz we went to a community worship thing, and then wandered w/ "matt today" (a weird dude we met) till sarah was done selling pies, and then us 3 went 2 annas and spent the nite. so we hung, and watched 2 LOST episodes sarah had taped *claps happily*, and then went 2 church the next day about 45 mins early cuz sarah had 2 sell pies again, lol! hmm and then the rest of sunday i spent visiting diamond w/ my grandma. she wanted 2 see him once more before i sell him, cuz it looks like this family who is looking for 4 horses is interested in buying him. not this saturday but the next, they shall b riding him once more, 2 decide. *crosses fingers* i hope this all works out, i really need 2 stop working at the barn, its so tiring... and i really need the money to pay my rents back, and 2 pay for the christmas banquet/dance coming up, and a dress. so yup. o and then today i FINALLY slept in... for once. like till 11:30am!!! which is sooooo late for me. cept i wasnt sleeping any time after 10am, i was kinda laying there "half-asleep" (u kno how that is) so yeah, but for me it still counts. and then i got adjusted by a chiropractor, and took my dog for a walk... and then was exaughsted from that and napped w/ her on the couch for a couple hours... and now im still really tired and sore, even w/ that extra sleeping! evility... *sigh*. so yup, i think thats all for now... this got kinda long, whoopsies. bb2morrow...

yay hero was good fun, i love my friends... their such wonderous therapy. hmm... might b going 2 a community worship thinger at our church 2morrow... must look into such. (n2s)

still feeling fuzzy lol. and a wee bit saddish acuz my rents shall b leaving 2nite and im staying home w/ rach and watching her all eve. so yes, i shant b back on till like 10pmish 2nite, once shes asleep. gots 2 flee!

im STUPID... so today i had 2 get up about 7:30am. my alarms goes off at 6:45am right, and for some reason in my mind i think it says 7:45am... so i jump out of bed, throw on a sweatshirt, and take raven outside... and it was a whole lot darker and colder than 7:45am yesterday... hmm... but w/e... so yeah, then i wander back in my room... and glance at the clock, and then FINALLY my brain goes "what?!?!?" and i do a double-take, and much 2 my dismay it wasnt even 7 yet! lol... so yes, im stupid.

but w/e... means a whole hour of sitting on the net downloading more songs for the mix CD my dad is gunna burn me, so tra la la.

and today, being most excellent in its ways of fridayness, is happy... for i get 2 see peoples at hero today! even tho i have no classes, i just go w/ my sisters and sit in the lunch room and hang w/ every1 when they come in for lunch/study hall. this happens from 8:30am-2:30pm... so tis fabulous. and now i must flee, and download them songs! tata!

(TODAY I FEEL FUZZY... YAY!!!)

4 we r leaving for hero in a half hour and i must get ready.

yes, last nite was HS... was loverly. i felt like i barely got 2 talk 2 ne1 tho, cuz i had homework 2 do afore it started and wutnot, but w/e... ill see peoples this weekend.

i am sorish, i woke up ina weird position cuz my puppy (raven) was hogging my covers... haha, plus i worked the past 2 days, bla. so humm... all for now i sus'spose. bbl...

i did that ^ just 4 u sarah... haha...

anywayz, HELLO ALL!!! my blog has had almost 600 page views so far, purdy kewl. so if ur one of those random people who stop in, thx 4 stoppin in!!!

so today. yup, today, being wednesday, is a day full of work, and homework. bla. but then, happy happy... HS service is in the evening! joy! i love. o and my chiropractic visit is today-o as well, my mom had 2 re-schedule 4 some reason. so thats kewl. the 2 pros, and the 2 cons of today. *nods*

well now i fear i shall flee, 4 the time 2 leave 4 work is almost upon me, and my barn jeans rnt even done drying yet... oops... but yeah ive got 2 find out when the re-run of the weeks episode of LOST plays on the weekend acuz my dad made a few channels work on our stupid TV and i wanna catch dom! (, merry in lord of the rings) so yes, if u kno, plz comment or tmail me and inform me, id b forever indebted 2 u. anywho, catchya later!

yeah, i dont kno exactly how 2 feel scribbley, but w/e... the lil picture appealed to me... lol

so the rest of yesterday was ok, didnt ever get my back adjusted tho, was sadness. later in the evening my rents decided 2 have a lil family talk thing and we spoke of how im "using, manipulative, and a liar" and they didnt really take all those things back, but they kinda like admitted that might b a bit strong... *sigh* so w/e.

well tis almost time 2 head out for work, which im not looking forward 2 cuz its soooo cold! i just cant wait for wednesday night, to see everyone. that incentive shall get me thru today and 2morrow at work, dontcha kno. farewell, to whatever crazy people read this!

(note - if ne1 noticed, my blog says i posted that last post this morn but it was from last nite. tis acuz i wrote that blog last nite on word and had 2 enter it here today cuz my dad wouldnt let me on the net last nite.) 

anyways. twas lovely 2 have that time w/ GOD. if i hadnt, today would b even tougher. i seriously think i need 2 sell diamond. hes just a big addition 2 my stress, and i dont really have time 4 him anymore anyway. plus hes costing my parents alot of money, which i have 2 pay them back, somehow... someday...

so 2day. i was rudely awoken 2 a phone call way 2 early from the owner of the barn where diamonds kept, saying the vet is comin out 2day and that he had 2 get a $20 flu/rhino shot. grrr. plus he needs 2 b dewormed soon 2. so yeah, i already owe my parents alot acuz of his recent trip 2 the   &nbs p;  U(niversity)... so i felt horrid telling them i needed a check for $20.00 and we needed 2 drop it off at the barn within a couple hours. all of this very last minute, which my parents hate. AAAAAAAH. my dad is pissed at me already today, and its not even 11. and my mom is off cleaning so im not sure if she is mad at me yet today. tis only a matter of time, im sure. so yeah, all this, plus lots of homework... and i miss my friends so horribly. tis only monday, and i am dying for wednesday night church... *sigh*. 

one good thing. no, 2 actually. the first is that jordan said their gunna start having youth nites at church on fridays for a few hours, so that would mean seeing church people more often! which is wonderous. and the other good thing is that im getting adjusted by my chiropracter today, so thatll help my headache. 

hmm... i think thats all. ill bbl8erz... 

ok. hate may b a bit strong. but seriously, they at least STRONGLY dislike me. the first thing my dad says 2 me in church 2day after service was about how him and my mom feel lied to, used, and manipulated, all by me... and then my mom got all pissy on the ride home about how ima liar. *deep sigh* and my sisters usually give me attitude... rachel is majorly today. HELP!!! i wish i lived w/ my friends, at least they love me and accept me as i am, and realize that im not perfect. so the whole lying, using, manipulating thing. (supposedly) i lie about my computer time when i say i dont kno how long ive been on, i use my parents by having them drive me places and "i dont appreciate it", and i just manipulated them by going 2 my friends house last nite and assuming they were driving us 2 church the next day, like they do EVERY WEEK. but u c, their so good at pointing out every little inconsiderate thing i do to them (somehow they ALWAYS remember), and making me feel so hated, that i then hate myself (even more than usual).

im so glad i have JESUS, and my friends, i dont kno wut id do w/o them, especially on these sorts of days. and thankfully i have small group 2nite, so i can chill w/ people for a couple hours 2nite... i cant wait...

g2g now, lots of homework... (again, ... always)

mrr. the bonfire was good fun. all the people arrived sorta late, but w/e. the fire was nice and warm, and someone brought puppy chow, which was happy. a couple people brought guitars and played some songs which was sweet, a handful of us played freeze tag for like a half hour (TIRING!), and the boys tortured my puppy for a while lol. there was also some leaf throwing, and hill rolling haha... but anywayz, twas good. must do it again sometime.

yay, i actually got some sleep last nite! me and my mom had 2 drop off some1 late, so i didnt get 2 bed till like midnight, but i didnt wake up till about 9, so that was kewl. (sad, 9 hours is ALOT for me...)

i think thats all for now, gunna hit a movie w/ todd and some other WHY peoples, and i dont even wanna see "the incredibles" but w/e... ill b w/ loves. got 2 flee... ill post l8erz!

this day has been, and has the promise of continuing 2 b, quite lovely. it started out icky... my mom decided that sence i was 30 seconds late getting out 2 the van 2 leave for school, that shed just drive away... *growls*. but otherwise its been good. i eventually got 2 hero 2 see loves, which was happy, and 2nite i shall see more of them cuz people r coming 2 the bonfire 2nite! yay!

g2g now, my sis has a friend over who keeps trying 2 read over my shoulder... arg. ill prolly post later when every1 leaves 2nite... *sigh*. untill then!

a few of the emotions i am currently feeling. my dad made me fill out stupid paperwork for counseling we're looking into, dangit. i mean, i want everything 2 b ok w/ us... but id rather not get a complete stranger involved, ya kno? *deep sigh* and i think id rather try and forget some of the things theyve done 2 me that has caused me 2, 2 certain levels, shut them out... insted of bringing it all up again... BLA. wut 2 do. i feel torn. thank goodness for my church friends, we're planning a movie this weekend, twill help lift my spirits. i love being w/ them. unlike my family, they make me feel loved, happy, and understood (2 an extent). *sighs again* at least horrid thursday is almost over, and 2morrow and saturday will b filled w/ church people. *claps w/ a bit of happiness i found deep within me*

i just wanna sleep... something i definately dont do enuf...

today in lunch i married jacob, lol!!! so now i think im some of my friend's step-mom... haha... this whole dating/marraige/kids thing makes me laugh. but w/e, tis fun.

gotta go clean up after the dog, she shredded some cardboard on our floor lol

all done w/ my evil biology test and stuff... yay!

now i get 2 look forward 2 hanging w/ people in hero 2morrow, and then coming home and having people over 4 the bonfire!!! happyness...

still dead tho, blaaaa...

half a nites sleep didnt help, why am i not surprized. thankfully all my homework is done cept studying for my big biology test today, which i can do in lunch. o and a few more biology questions.

got some pics from brit last nite of people at breakaway, *sigh* i miss it. but it was so wonderful to b back at church last nite, i love church so much! is that weird? i hope so... =P

well, ive got about a half hour 2 drag myself thru my morning getting-readyness, before school... blaaaaa

*i saw u, and u saved my from myself, and i wont forget the way u loved me, and on the way down i almost fell right thru, but i held onto u...*

yes! GOD and my church loves are SUCH wonderful therapy. if i loved them anymore i fear i would burst... kablam. worship is fabulously theraputic as well. =) alas, i am happy now, and i miss them already. ploosh... so addicted...

well id stay and talk about how crazyily in love i am w/ GOD and my loves, but i have some homework left *cries* and i must tend to it... before i pass out from being tired, sore, and weak. =/

hooray! makes me happy.

so does being done working. JOYFULNESS!!! was uckyish, all cold and muddy... blaa. but alas, i am done, and have the weekend w/ the hero bonfire and such to look forward to. speaking of such, my mom says i could have people sleep over after our bonfire, even guys! cept the guys would have 2 sleep outside, lol... and its so cold, so thatd b evil. we stuffed a bunch of firewood in the back of the van from the barn today, for friday, haha... now my arms hurt, stupid heavy wood.

plus the rest of me hurts, PLUUUUP. *kills soreness and tiredness* lots of homework 2 do afore HS service too... OVER AND OUT!

tis 2 early in the morning, once again. i have about 5 mins afore i have 2 head off 2 work so this has 2 b short and sweet.

still no word about who won yet... weird...

im feeling better now, last nite was just one of those nites... *sigh*. im so happy about the fact that its wednesday tho, it means i get to go to high school church service tonite, which i LOOOVE, i love the worship on weds nite (go pilar!), and i get 2 see lovers! yay...

anywayz i g2g... bbl!

i cant vote... but if i could id vote for bush. i agree w/ him upon abortion, marraige, christianity, and such... all very important things 2 me... and so yeah. hopefully i shall wake up 2morrow w/ the same president!!!

tis all... need sleep... my self, mentally and physically... is sooooo dead. pray for me loves, im so worn out.

*madly in luv w/ ya'll*

grrr... i accidentally removed some vital HTML and now my previously beautiful, decorated blog is all black and stupid. AAAAAA... so anyways bear w/ me... hopefully ill get it all fixed soon...

*is mad*

PS - PRAY, PRAY, PRAY plz... having a very down nite as it is.. tis a mix of self hatred, school stress, lover missness, and tiredness/soreness... *dies* 

*mumbles about evil time zone that i must still fix*

mmk now tis da late afternoon upon such day and this is like my 4th post of today, oops. o well w/e... if i keep this up ill have enuf "tbucks" 2 buy something else random from their lil store.

ARG! i have just been informed i must clean up our backyard of... um, dog ... presents. =P

farewell...

tra lala...

yay im done working. this morning kinda just felt shorter, let me explain why. lol im kinda dumb. so yeah im working, la la... and next thing i kno the clock says like quarter to noon, and i get off at noon, so im like kewl! but i still had lots of stalls left to clean somehow, so i figured id just work till my mom came at 12:30 and not ride diamond today. so 12:30 comes along, and i punch out and wait for my mom... for a half hour... and no show. im like, grrr... lets go 2 the house and use their phone. so i did... and i looked at their clock and 2 my dismay, it said 12:00... not 1:00!!! haha... the barn clock hadnt been switched back an hour for freaking daylight savings! lol... so yeah, i had a bit shorter work day today. which was needed... my self is sore and tired from the breakaway weekend and such anyways.

so yeah. i am currently being sad about the (as maggie put it) "butt-load" of stupid homework i have to do in the next 2 days, and so i g2g and get started on my like 100(+) biology questions/definitions, my 35(+) math problems, and my like 15 economics problems. *dies*

bbl...

come again when i get home from work...

YUCK!!! i love rain and all, EXCEPT when im working at the barn! cuz then i have 2 wear a stupid big rain jacket and big mud boots and i get 2 slosh around in mud all morning. no good.

*sigh* g2g... ill post l8erz today

YAY!!! breakaway ROCKED!!!

a few highlights: i shot a 22 for the first time and got a perfect score (yay!) shooting at lil targets, i went on a really REALLY high zip line, went to a humongus bonfire (w/ purple sparks hahaha), played a fun night game, lots of "the mafia", messed around in a human foosball thing, and spent like 6-7 hours in a bus there and back! it rocked!

and i miss it so. it is nice 2 b home tho.

well, g2g... i have lots of homework, and i have 2 work 2morrow... uhg